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(♥ 2 got fucked ! ♥)

[20 Dec 2004|08:28pm]
[ mood | dont even ask ]

i dont even have the words to say right now. ive been crying for the past thirty minutes; ever since i got home from my sisters concert. i cant stop thinking about how my poor lyle is laying on some hospital bed unconcious & so helpless. i wish there was something i could do for him. all ive been doing is praying for him & hoping for the best. i think ebie & i are going to make him a huge card tomorrow. & until i know he is better, i am going to write his name across my fingers...

this is my best friend in trainingCollapse )

this picture makes me smile.

i love andrew lyle mitchell<3


anyone & everyone please pray for him!!
religious or not

(i put this in my new lj, but not everyone has it.. please just lift up prayers for him, his family, & his friends.)

(! ♥)

[18 Dec 2004|11:09am]
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(♥ 27 got fucked ! ♥)

[06 Dec 2004|07:54pm]
i`ve got to say, the move to greensboro has been the worst move ever. it`s really hard to explain it. but i basically have no one here. friends come & go like the weather. i don`t have anyone who i can actually talk to about anything. i don`t have anyone to go shopping with. do my hair with. have a sleepover with. i don`t have someone who i can confide things in & giggle with. i don`t have a best chick friend to start drama with. i have conditional friends. the ones who only want to be your friend at certain times. like when they want something or who just talk to you because you are their last resort... there`s no one else to talk to. it`s rather sad. actually. it`s causing me a little depression. i have a lot on my mind lately. & all i have is AIM.. to talk to all of my friends in other states. i barely even talk to my own cousin anymore, in florida. the people i do talk to, are mitch & matt in virginia (met them through corey). & my friend dennis, who i have only talked to online & on the phone, who i randomly imed one day after finding his band on purevolume like a year ago. other than that. i don`t trust anyone. i wish i could. i`m trying to find friends. but greensboro is the crappiest place to find them. honestly. i hate this place more than words can describe. i know things will eventually get better. i meet new people all the time. maybe one of them will become a true friend. who knows. who cares. maybe i will move before that really matters anymore. oh! & another thing. people are really closeminded here. i hate that more than ever.

greensboro needs to have an atom bomb dropped on it & taken off the map.

(♥ 12 got fucked ! ♥)

[04 Dec 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | hot & bothered ]




we are cool.
[thingz dun 2daii:]
×walked all over downtown in a tank top. people looked at me funny.
×after walking like 2 miles, found the salvation army float & rode in the parade! =)
×drove to chases
×colored pictures we printed offline of the characters from our latin book.. haha!
×watched resident evil
×played basketball & got hit in the face with the ball... COOL.
×drank hot chocolate & ate wheat thins with swiss cheese
×while playing chess [he won once, then i won.]
×played pool, while ROCKING OUT TO ACDC. [& other music OF COURSE. i would KILL myself if i had to listen to too much of that crazy stuff & watch him dance like a lunatic while using the pole as a guitar..]
×laid down on the floor together listening to music
×sat on a chair together, telling stories of him living in hong kong & me living in florida
×ate dinner & listened to his family talk about hong kong & snowboarding. [way awesome]
×fell on our faces
×hyperventilated

VERY COOL DAY.
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phatphatphatphatphatphat!!!!!! WEET! as in WOOT!

(♥ 4 got fucked ! ♥)

[27 Nov 2004|08:14pm]
I LOVE CHASE BITCHES.!

(♥ 21 got fucked ! ♥)

[25 Nov 2004|08:20pm]
i hate thanksgiving. its just a day to pig out. & it helps add to the 19283892139013891723 people who are overweight in this country.

& i [hate] girls.

(♥ 6 got fucked ! ♥)

[15 Nov 2004|01:44am]
[ mood | delerious ]

Boy (1:33:55 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:34:19 AM): :-[
Boy (1:34:22 AM): ?
a PINK murder (1:34:27 AM): :-\
Boy (1:34:31 AM): ?
Boy (1:34:38 AM): explain the faces
a PINK murder (1:34:43 AM): :-*
Boy (1:34:48 AM): ok
Boy (1:34:52 AM): thats not excplaining
Boy (1:34:55 AM): thats covering up
a PINK murder (1:34:59 AM): :-X
Boy (1:35:04 AM): ok
Boy (1:35:05 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:35:13 AM): :'(
a PINK murder (1:35:25 AM): O:-)
Boy (1:35:29 AM): OK
Boy (1:35:29 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:35:37 AM): :-*
Boy (1:35:43 AM): ok
Boy (1:35:44 AM): thats enough
Boy (1:35:45 AM): by
Boy (1:35:47 AM): bye*
a PINK murder (1:36:16 AM): hahahaha
a PINK murder (1:36:21 AM): sorry
Boy (1:36:36 AM): yup
Boy (1:36:36 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:36:44 AM): wtf?
Boy (1:36:49 AM): ?
a PINK murder (1:36:58 AM): yup ? bye ?
a PINK murder (1:37:01 AM): you seem pissed .
Boy (1:37:04 AM): ummmm
Boy (1:37:06 AM): no
Boy (1:37:06 AM): but
Boy (1:37:07 AM): ok
a PINK murder (1:37:13 AM): whatevz
Boy (1:37:17 AM): yeah
Boy (1:37:17 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:37:36 AM): rude
Boy (1:37:44 AM): ok
Boy (1:37:47 AM): whatever
a PINK murder (1:37:54 AM): WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU !?
Boy (1:38:07 AM): nothing
Boy (1:38:08 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:38:10 AM): ok
a PINK murder (1:38:11 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:38:12 AM): ok
a PINK murder (1:38:13 AM): bye
Boy (1:38:26 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:39:06 AM): you gone yet ?
Boy (1:39:17 AM): does it look like i am?
a PINK murder (1:39:33 AM): hahaha . something is wrong . & youre being mean to me .
Boy (1:39:40 AM): mean?
Boy (1:39:46 AM): mean would be me telling you to go die
Boy (1:39:49 AM): saying bye isnt mean
a PINK murder (1:40:00 AM): ok
a PINK murder (1:40:01 AM): bye
Boy (1:40:03 AM): yeah
Boy (1:40:04 AM): bye
a PINK murder (1:40:07 AM): weirdo
Boy (1:40:12 AM): yeah
Boy (1:40:13 AM): thanks
Boy (1:40:14 AM): bye

(♥ 4 got fucked ! ♥)

[29 Oct 2004|06:36pm]
ive been hanging out with lentz & lyle a lot lately.
good times.
i am on lyles computer now.
his band is practicing in the living room right now.
umm.
that is all.

my personal life is personal.
so MABAM!
& go to the innercity skatepark tomorrow afternoon for the show.

(♥ 8 got fucked ! ♥)

FYI [18 Sep 2004|11:35pm]
[ mood | informative ]

i know that people supposedly think that i "mold" to whoever i am dating. but i think thats a load of bull. bc the people who are saying this have no fucking clue what they are talking about. yes, i hung out with the people for a while. but i never opened up to them. they have no clue who i really am. they may have seen the true side of me maybe once or twice. this was bc i was shy & intimidated. lame, i know. but anyway. the two things that have been coming up in conversation are:

1. the situation on me claiming the x- i have always had straightedge tendencies & the two times that i claimed it... once while i was in florida & i didnt understand the whole concept of being straightedge. i think i stopped considering myself straightedge, either when i thought you had to cut out all caffeine products OR just because i didnt want to be labelled. second time, it for like half a day & i wasnt being 100% serious or dedicated. after talking to my boyfriend about the situation, i decided that i want to be 100% pure, for myself & the people that my life affects. i have only been drunk once, & it was with the people who are talking shit about this. im definitely not blaming them (so no one can twist my words around), bc it was me who put the alcohol up to my lips. i am just stating that it doesnt matter if i date the person, friends also "mold" or have an affect on another person if you hang out with them for so long.

2. me possibly going vegan- this isnt a new thing. back when i lived in davidson county, waaay before i even knew dustin even existed, my best friend, elka & i were going to try to go vegan. we were the only vegetarians at school & i suggested we try & go vegan. but it was something that neither of us could actually do. although both of us are trying again. & now that ive been hanging out at the 902 house a lot, & talking to laura about being vegan, i think i am actually going to be able to do it. since i will have the support of others & the food will be there for me & i will be able to learn more about what foods have byproducts in it & which products dont. plus, im lactose intolerant. & eggs upset my stomach anyway. another fucking thing, is i do believe in animal rights. i watch the peta videos & it makes me cry my eyes out. its disgusting.

i just thought i would clarify things for people who are considering me fake or anything to that extent. i want you to know that you people dont know me at all. i have been reserved & ive kept to myself around most greensboro kids.

the few people who actually know something about me in greensboro are: megan vance, adam g (to an extent), emily (kind of), john (tempo), adam (arsn), lentz, travis, hannah, lauren, laura, derrick, dustin & maybe one or two other people.

thanks. (to the few friends i actually do have in this town)
<3

(♥ 3 got fucked ! ♥)

[14 Sep 2004|08:07pm]
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[12 Sep 2004|01:45am]
everytime i hear this song, it reminds me of my friends on long island. because i have never seen so many guys jam to electronic/pop music. it was amazing!

(♥ 7 got fucked ! ♥)

[17 Aug 2004|09:44pm]
http://team-love.com/tilly.htm

(♥ 46 got fucked ! ♥)

[10 Jun 2004|08:27pm]

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